really tired

2day after school i straight away go for tuition. it is very tiring .when we reach there we go 7-11 to eat instant noodles. we ate there n buy some snacks b4 leaving 4 tuition
when we went into the classroom, the teacher is already there n he kinda scolded us. we were only late for 5 minutes n he had not even started yet.so wat is all the big fuss over us coming late? n the worst part is he keep on saying: becos of the newcomers n the absenties, i'm wasting other's time. if he say less of this n more on teaching, then we can learn more ,but he juz keep on repeating this sentence. so sienz..
i really do not know wat to do with my life. i've failed my add math for the 1st intervensi , i'm sure that my parents is going to be upset because of this and i did not improve for my mid term.
i really felt that i'm going to make my parents dissapointed. i know i will never meet up with their expectations. i do not know how to tell them to not to think too high of me. i'm not as good as my sister, n i do not want to be like her. i am me and i hate it when all the people around me compare me to her.
can't i just be myself? i'm living for myself and not for others. so please stop comparing!!
i'm really getting used to the idea of being single. sometimes really felt the loneliness, but it is not a good thing to be alone. u can have the chance to know yourself more.
eventhough sometimes in the middle of the night, i will still recalled the fond memories of me and my ex, but i know everything had ended in a good way. we are not suitable for each other and i'm such a fool to be sad for someone that is not worthy.
i hope that i will find someone that is worthy for me to cry for. i will wait for the 1 no matter how long it takes.
now love is not my main priorities.
now i juzt hope all the people i love and those that love me can live happily(this include all my friends n family n of course u who reads my blog).i also hope that i can get a good results in my spm so my parents do not need to worry about me anymore.

HAPPY EVERYDAY N APPRECIATE EVERYTHING BECAUSE U WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN U WILL LOSE IT!