nightmares!!

i went to taman pertanian last sunday for a camp
n the place we gathered have tonnes of monkeys nearby watching us
it's so creepy

those monkeys came n messed up our place
n even steal our food
luckily i'm not there at that moment, or else i think i'll cry
according to eye witnesses at the crime scene, those monkeys come in a bunch
they plunges their teeth into anything they came across
they even ate honlean's eraser
tear up some boxes, messed up the food, luckily they din't attacked us
thx to some brave warriors that defended us

oh!! i reli hate monkeys so so so so so so much!

朋友

这几天都在和朋友聊天,知道他们过得不好
他们不开心
其实我真的不知道如何安慰他门
我只能说朋友, 你还有我们为你撑腰

营终于结束了
里面存在着我们的欢笑与泪水
营里除了睡眠时间少了点,其他都很好
尤其那班可爱到不得了的小孩子
突然发现自己好爱小孩子哦
我要生一打小孩!! 哈哈
营结束后,大家犹如疯了似的, 到"脸书"拼命留言
不! 别应该说在那里说废话

i brought my pillows-weiwei fifi n fufu to camp
n i intro then to almost every friend there
and they laugh at my pillows name
i think their name r cute!
currently spamming in facebook..
fun man!!

u r yummy!!

i've taste something very yummy 2day
my mum agree with me too eventhough my dad still unsatisfied with it
wat so yummy?
my homemade HONEY LEMON!!
with one big teaspoon of pure honey from australia+ a fresh lemon from australia+ icy cold water
wow!! it taste so good..n i made it myself! i'm so talented..haha

i find myself quite boring
most of my friends are addicted to facebook
but nothing interest me in facebook..i'm a weirdo, rite?

2day went for an interview with karyan, momoe, feh fan n choy meng
we r interviewing for a tutor job
hope it will turn out well

my life is just boring
it's passionless, meaningless, n directionless
i dunnoe what i'm doing with my life
my daily routine is just eat n sleep..mostly sleep
haiz..

home sweet home

i've been away from home for almost 2 weeks
i miss my hse so much
my house smells different from karyan's hse
mine smells better..haha
anyway, my parents r back from their trip to melbourne
they say its a good 1
mum bought alot of chocs n walnut
after finish eating all this, i'll b pimple girl, haha

y do u have to make it hard for every1? u sucks man!!
it's just a matter of time when i'll rebel
just wait n see..

我累,我垮,我心痛
真的很失望
不过习惯就好吧..
悲哀....

updates..

just listened to a song tat i recorded recently for buddhist camp
of course, my voice is just the backup voice..
hehe, i'm reli not good at singing plus i'm sick at that time
so my voice kinda sucks..

anyway, having another exam now after finishing the 1st exam 2 weeks ago
this exam is so wat our school called-mini exam
i dun take it seriously, so i din't study

my parents are going to australia tmr
leaving me all alone in m'sia
so i'll be staying in kar yan's hse for 10++ days
i'm gonna miss my parents alot...
how i wish i could go with them

have been sick for almost a week
feeling better now at last

ntg much to say..
tat's all for 2day

cool teachers vs lame teachers

the cool teachers:
1.both of my chinese teachers
-they like to 3 8 with us
-1 of the teacher use jay chow's song n fang da tong song's to teach, n she's even gonna made tea for us to drink
-they will buy sweets, titbits for us

2. econ's teacher
-she's a very very nice lady
-she love our class very much
-she praised us when other teachers complained bout us

3. pengajian am(general paper) teacher
-she always joke around with us
-she talks hamsap stuff
-n she like to match make her students..weird rite?

the lame ones, dun wanna waste my time blogging bout them..
haha, i'm so bad


i realise that i'm not the kind of student that is suit to ponteng
y? coz i'll just sleep n dun study at home
so it's better that i go to school..

想放弃

读中六真的读到很累,很闲咧
考试成绩又那么差
第一次的考试是最容易的,都可以考到酱烂
我真的很怀疑我行吗..

在学校的时间过到很不充实咯
老师喜欢讲废话
不然就喜欢重教曾经教过的东西
又喜欢迟进班

现在又要迟放学
每天回到家都累到不行了
睡了个午觉起身都没时间做别的事情了
有时候真的很后悔选了这条路
以前以为自己一定行的
可是我觉得我快要不行啦

考了6科,却有4科肥老
数学很难, ACCOUNT没有底,EKON没有底,华语看到古文就怕
都不知道要怎样继续下去
很累啊!!很没有心情读书!!
我觉得我的身体和头脑都不是我的了!
我真的好想好想大睡一场,睡个好觉
然后抱着我亲爱的宝贝枕头到处去
哇!!想起就幸福..哈哈

我疯了..请原谅我的疯言疯语

jungle trekking at puchong

my parents n i went to a forest reserve at puchong for jungle trekking
i nvr knew there's a forest there
it's a nice place there
cooling n shady
there's even a herb vegetation there
n i saw some gigantic ants there..so cute
too bad i din't saw my future pet-iguana there..

next week might go jungle trekking again somewhere else
coz my parents r addicted to this activity

i realise i have quite good stamina

wesley rocks!!

ytd was wesley bday
a whole bunch of us went to cheras kaki's corner to celebrate his bday
the bday boy bcame my driver
thx wes for fetching me

wes did something spectacular
he sang a song on STAGE!! n it's a chinese song
wow..he reli rocks
looks like no1 blog bout it yet except wes himself
i hope the video will b uploaded soon by some1
coz my lao beh hp can't record..haiz

not feeling very well these few days
ytd headache
today headache+ gastric
2day wheather is bad..i dun like it

i've failed 4 out of 6 subjects
my results reli sucks
dun dare to tell my parents

hmm..it sucks!

i'm bad

i did a reli bad thing 2 days ago
i went to watch movie with my friends n their friends
1 of their friends are reli a weirdo
i'm felt so embarrassed to walk with him
he talked n laughed very loud
very irritating
i can't bear him anymore
so after movie our plan is to have dinner
but i forced my friend to fetch his friend home
i told my friend if that weirdo is goin for dinner, i rather not eat
it's either me or him!!
of course my friend chose me this cute n leng lui over that weirdo..haha
n i won!! but i still feel bad bout it


just now went to eat dim sum with dear karxian, blian,honlean, fehfan, wesley and jp at seewah's family dimsum shop
blow water for almost 4 hours
talk about avthing
n karxian bought something for me from genting
so cute!!
ask seewah's mum bout her condition in russia
her mum say she doing great there..
i wonder whether she'll have a angmo bf..haha


i'm currently chatting with a friend of mine who went to taiwan to study
i reli do miss him
wonder wat he'll buy for me as souvenir..
it's better be something good..

很多话想说

我发现我的生活里有很多事情发生
有开心的,有不开心的
但往往我都爱把不开心的事情放大来看
我想很多人都有这种习惯吧

最近不怎么开心
最近身边的朋友也不怎么开心
朋友, 怎么啦?
很累吗? 休息下再来奋斗好吗?
不要一个人独撑...相信我,我们可以一起走过去的

执着,是好是还坏事?
你不明白为什么我那么执着,而我不明白为什么你可以把事情看得那么简单
后来我明白了
是因为我们对那件事情的看法不一样
对你来说,也许只是小事,对我来说却很重要
很多人往往因为和别人达不到共识,就认为别人是错的
最后闹不愉快

人的脑很神经
有时候喜欢把事情看得很复杂,有时候却把事情看得很简单
人啊人,你的喜怒哀乐都是自己掌控的
不要去期待别人给你快乐, 也不要怨别人带给你痛苦
因为一切都是自己的造化

之前我很不开心
因为我想不通一些事情
昨天我开窍了..没想到喝茶都可以开窍,哈哈
看看身边的人,我发现自己其实也蛮幸福的
我有烦恼,但我的烦恼不比别人多
我有快乐,因为我活得不错

之前的我一直在逃避
我的逃避累赘了别人
是我没做好自己的本份
对不起,是我连累了你们
我是时候回去面对了
面对总比逃避好
至少我的良心过得去

sing k a few days ago
sing from 7 til 12 midnight
get scolded by my mum, but i stil had a great time
finally i can sing a song without singing out of tune..haha

where the hell is my money?

where the hell is my rm500?
i've waited it for so long
so inefficient

the weather is casing me headache n sore eyes
i think one day i'm gonna die of:
-depression
-headache
-gastric
-dehydration
or mayb insomia...coz i reli can't stand insomia

fail my account 2day
n i reli meant it!! i dun understand the questions
i think the teacher is goin to ask me to drop my account
but i won't!!
with my intelligent brain, i sure can make it in no time..
hahaha..

exam is goin to over pretty soon
i have tonnes of plans after exam which is sleep as much as i like
play as much as i want
n watch tv without worrying bout my homeworks n studies

haven't went out to have fun for so long
tml goin pasar malam to eat chou tauhu!!
yeah!! my favourite

temple's camp is doin well
let's just pray hard that the number of participants will b much more compared to last year

i realise how much i love my hse 2day
it's reli home sweet home for me

insomia

i've suffered from insomia due to chinese tea
when i can't sleep, my brain starts to think alot of stuff
n i meant reli alot
i even dreamed twice ytd..
y din't i dreamed bout handsome guys? haha

i've alot of stuff to blog ytd nite
but due to some reasons i din't blog, n i 4get all about it 2day

exam sucks..
i think those teacher will either laugh or vomit blood when they marked my paper

i misunderstood some1 all along
some1 did inform me something just that i din't saw it
sorie ya..

the problem is more obvious now
mayb u just ignoring it
but mayb other ppl realise it
i dun think it's me that am to sensitive
if i'm wrong tell me

my sis gave me alot of her old but new clothes
coz she has gain weight and can't fit in anymore
fatty fatty bom bom..haha

mummy daddy i love u..

something wrong

i visited my cousin's 1st child 2day
the baby is so so so cute
i went to buy sumthing for my newest niece ytd
n i realise everything for babies is so cute
i wanted to have it for my own
i even ask my dad to buy it for me
but fortunately, my very rational dad ignored me

another cousin's daughter who is just 12 yrs old is so much taller then me
she's even taller than my dad
n she's oni 12!!
i just wanna add another 5cm to my height..155cm is enuf for me
it's so unfair!!

my sis say she's going to give me surprise..
wandering wat it is

my brain is going to explode after studying general paper
there's so much to study
i think i'll just fail my test
after all, failing is the key to success..hehe

something will still remain the same no matter how hard we try to change it..
i'm having prejudice against some1..how to change this?

can u fell my world?

u noe that i'm the kind that get jealous easily
i'm trying very hard to change
i'm not angry at u doesn't mean i dun mind wat u did to me
i reli mind, just tat i dun wanna tell
do u realise i'm not happy?
do u noe wat i'm going through?
do u care bout me?
tell me wat u r thinking
will it b better if i leave?
i'm sick of this thing happening to me almost avday
if it's so hard for us, lets just end it
there's no point of continuing this kind of hardship
if ur life will b better off without me , just tell me

sometimes i'll wondered izit my problem or urs?
or izit us?
i can't decide...i dunnoe wat to think

it's like whole world is abadoning me
i finally noe wat it's felt like when u think whole world had abandoned u
u will get mad at av1, u will think the world is unfair
then u will think: izit my fault?
n u can't get a answer for urself
it's hard to live like this

finally expressed my feeling..feels better now..


worst of all my very lao bei geh handphone is officially dead
i'm using my sis's hp
i wanna buy a new hp, but my parents dunwan to sponsor it..haiz
luckily rm500 is coming to me soon..

cutie cutie pie

左宝宝：几岁了~讲的英文只有外星人听得懂！

右宝宝：你吹啊~是我水准高你听不懂罢了~

left baby: how old r u ady? oni aliens can understand ur english

right baby: wat are u saying? my english is too high standard, u can't understand

i found this on a friend's friend blog..it's so cute

hope it could lighten up ur day

english translation by me...

my english sucks..hehe

wat i did during my holidays

hmm, where shud i start?
last friday:
went swimming
went tuition
miss last gathering with see wah b4 she went to russia
wore a blue trousers which colour will fade when it is in touch with water( n guess wat? it rain heavily tat day!!)
n i've became a blue-blooded girl tat day!! looks awful...

last sat n sun:
ntg much happen
stay at home to study, completed 4 chapters of economic studies
facebook n keipo bout other's ppl life
send msg to see wah to tell her to miss me n intro leng zaís to me..haha

mon:
went out with some1
on9 for almost 6hrs continueously
drank a weird drink- orange tea( taste weird)
ate a very nice fried chicken

2day:
went to visit my ex tuition teacher-mr siew with karxian, honlean, wesley n winson
chat with them for almost 4 hrs
gave mr siew a pink tshirt as a give of appreciation
convince him to teach form6 but fail
found an interesting blog:
http://willyoumarryme2010.blogspot.com/
this guy is on a mission...lets help him to complete it

tml:
eat, sleep, study, on9
boring day..

not interested

i've lost interesst in almost everything
i dun like to watch tv, i dun like to on9, i dun like to listen to music..i dun like almost avthing
except sleeping n playing guitar
and of course study is a must

i reli wanted to stay in my hse whole day without going anywhere
i think i nid some time alone with myself
i dunnoe wat's wrong with me

i realise i've wasted alot of my precious time
i slept around 2 hours after school avday, n i always feel that 24 hrs aren't enuf for me
but by taking only 30 minutes nap per day, i can actually do alot of stuff

i've forgotten my essay's topic, so i'm unable to do it now
tat's y i'm blogging
n i did an account question all by myself, eventhough there r some mistakes, but i'm happy with it

received a call that brightens up my day
reli tq for avthing u did
n i'll appreciate u 4ever

finally updated my blog

hey blog, sorie for leaving u untouched for so long
i admit i'm a lazy pig
it's a tragedy for u to have me as ur owner

my life has been evolving between studies n dating with my lovely bed n pillows
yup, i slept alot n i reli meant ALOT!
exam is coming soon..a couple more weeks n it's d decision time
i think i'm going to be the last few in my class
but i'm pretty sure i won't b the last

i reli dun have to mood to study
but i reli have the mood to learn guitar
guitar ROCKS!!
i've borrowed a new guitar..it's a beautiful babe to me

there's some ugly pics of me in facebook
can't believe my primary classmate will upload that ugly pic
and there's my pics during camp
there's pic where i'm all wet, there's pic where i'm doing weird poses
there's even a video..miss the good old days

i have to wait till 2am only can go to bed..y?
bcoz i have to wake up a sleepyhead to study
i will definitely not sacrifice my sleeping time to study
to me, sleeping is the most important element in my life

i'm yawning...

i'm so 8 these days..
i'm too lazy to upload my blog, but i like to read other ppl's blog
my life is sooooo boring, so there's reli nothing to brag or to talk about(except my pillows)..haha
i suddenly hope tat my dad will buy me a new guitar..
but he say i shud use my own money..
did i mention i lost my atm card? it is still missing till now
without the card, life is meaningless

my recent life

yeah!! tml will b the starting of school holidays
eventhough 10 days oni , but i'm happy with it
i'm gonna sleep alot during this period of time
y do i wanna sleep so much? bcoz i miss my pillows!!
and i'm very sure that they miss me too

tml there will b a mini concert at sjkc yoke nam- my primary school
this concert is held to raise fund for sri sentosa's hall
my friend, zhongyuan aka yudan will b performing tml
but he told me about this 2day..so i was unable to get the ticket and i'm broke too
any1 who is going to the concert n is kind enuf, pls record his performance
i'm dying to see him perform

some unhappy events happened a few days ago
had an arguement
it's reli rare tat we have different opinion on the same thing
but it happen a few days ago, n we almost quarrel
i've think about it, n i realise i'm wrong too
i'm too prejudice
sorry bout wat happen..í'll change, i promise

examination is comin soon..
i think i'll b failing my accounts
but i hope i can get a good result for my economics studies
my good classmate had offered to teach me accounts basic..
hope tat i won't fail my accounts badly, hehe

the H1N1 thingy is reli freaking me out
our chinese teacher gave us some advice on how to stay healthy
i reli love my 2 chinese teachers
they r reli nice n cute teachers

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!

y am i in so much pain?
it's bcoz i've started my guitar lesson
this is the 1st time i reli try to play guitar
my fingers can feel the pain when i'm typing this
thx to my laodou who teaches me guitar free of charge, he even lend me his 1st love, tat is his 1st guitar

conclusion from my bday:
tq to av1 who did wished me
n congratz to those that still rmb my bday, this mean u have a good memory
i've just read an email from a primary schoolmate..she still rmb my bday, reli touched by tat
i love the presents i've received this year
eventhough they are not those expensive gifts, but it meant alot to me
bcoz u all did reli tot about wat i nid..

in conclusion, i think i have some reli good friends..n i appreciate it

tomolo is D- day

tml is my 18th bday!!
i'll be celebrating with my classmates after school
there will b a very very yummy homemade cheesecake by guo hao's mum
thx alot, auntie

received a few advanced bday wishes
1 from peimun, 1 from a friend from johor which i've not seen for 8 months, 1 from my senior whom is stomach aching now n etc

i received the weirdest bday present ytd..
so weird till i dunnoe how to describe it..
cp gave me an alcohol drink as bday present
i'm not an alcoholic!!

i would like to wish all the august babies
-cheehoe( crazy guy)
-laimun ( leng lui classmate)
-alice lee
-huishan(my primary schoolmates)
-miko
-weichuan(my stomach aching senior)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

i haven't do my hw yet
i'm so lazy..
tml will b d-day tat will dcide sumthing
hope avthing will b fine

sleeping spell

i think i've been cursed by a sleeping spell
i reli love to sleep so much
omg, i just wanted to sleep so much

august will b the start of my much more bz life
there'll skul, tuition, traning, exams, entertaiment etc..
i'm reli fed up with my life

tml i'll b goin time square to watch movie
the movie that i wanted to see for very long..
the 1 with louis koo and da s in it

i din't went to math s tuition 2day bcoz i'm too lazy
sat i'm definitely goin for the account tuition
i promise myself bcoz my account reli sucks

congratz khang aik for being the president for vad, hope u'll b a good 1

my 1000 word chinese essay oni get 21 marks out of 40 marks
at least i manange to wrote 1000 words
but my contents r mostly wrong...haiz

sucks!!

how to write a 1000 words chinese essay?
how how how?
i need help!!

my sis is officially broke!!
the chuah's sister r both broke!! yeah!

there r tonnes of homework i haven't do
but i'm too lazy to do it
i dunnoe since when i've bcome so lazy

24 hours aren't enuf for me
i nid at least 10 hrs to sleep
so tat mean there are oni 14 hours left for me to b in concious state!!
i nid time to play, chit-chat, hang out n of course study..
if oni i have 48 hours a day..

thx, my dear..i love u so muchie

for everyone's information, my 18th birthday is coming soon!!
my birthday is on the 11 august!!
pls make reservation if u wanna celebrate it with me..hehe

my dear khayee had reli make an effort to celebrate my birthday with me
we'll be having dinner at 9th august
she purposely took an off day to celebrate with me
i'm so touched!! n she even help me to invite other friends..
i hope i could celebrate her birthday with her too....coz her birthday is on the 12th
we celebrated our birthday 2gether last year
but she is too bz this year, so i think we can't make it
but still i'm so happy i'll b meeting her soon!!
i think i haven't meet her almost a year..miss her so much

dear, i'm so touched by wat u did..i love u so muchie..i'll love u forever n ever..my love for u will go on and on..hehe

2day, our school had a traning held by SOGA GAKKAI
there will b an exhibition on world peace at our school hall on 19th n 20th august
after that, me, karyan, siong juun n wuikong( aka professor wui) are supposed to go for tuition at kolej bandar, somewhere near pasar seni
but we r concerned bout the demonstration, so we din't went
luckily me n karyan din't went coz we wore red t-shirt..we might get caught, hehe

2day, karyan, karyan sis n i when we were on our way back to my hse
we bumped into a lorry
luckily we r fine
but karyan's kancil- xiao bai is hurt badly
it's even bleeding (due to the red paint of the lorry)

buddha, pls bless us..

p/s: i'm currently bancrupt..i could accept CASH as my birthday present..hehe

n or z?

my cute teacher-pn rohaya ask us to find out about menteri besar negeri's name
so i google it
n i get 2 different answers for the menteri besar perak
some say it is dato nizar, some say is dato zambry
i'm so confused
n i can't find info bout peguam negara

our stupid classroom did not have electricity for the pass 2days
it's damn hot there
i like the previous classroom better

i've just got a new nickname from senior..
he call me bird!!

i'm missing 8 po gang!!

bon odori rocks!!

bon odori reli rocks
i've knew some friends such as anna, ze wei n ah lam
all r nice ppl
our gang consist of me, moe, ky, ky's sis, yudan, yudan's gf-esther, anna, zewei, ahlaw, ah bull, june hong and kok lam
we reli had a great time 2gether

for further informtion, pls visit http://chocoliciousmilk.blogspot.com/
coz i'm too tired n lazy..hehe

congratz!!

there are a few happy things happening in my school life

1stly is about the pameran day

everything went smoothly

eventhough it's quite tiring, but it's fun

me, moe n ky with our tasty curry puff

selling price: rm1.50

yummy yummy

2ndly is our class won the interclass basketball competition

it's the 1st time form6 won the competition

so proud of them

suddenly felt that they are so yeng n leng zai

jianfai aka lembing head with his yeng zai pose

players n the cheerleaders

1st role : ky, guohao n a leng lui

2nd role: leng lui chiawen, jiunkang aka star, jianfai aka lembing head, zhongyuan aka yudan n jarnseng)

3rd role: momoe n siong jun

speechless

hmm..ntg to report 2day
just tat i'm very tired 2day
we went to help out for the preparation of exhibition day
it's so tiring!!
but we still have alot of fun there
coz our seniors r reli crazy ppl
just two of d guys r aredi enuf to make me laugh whole day
it's hard to work seriously in all those laughter..
they like to sing when we talk or do sumthing half way
it's kinda like hindi movie, where they will sing n dance

i'm so anticipating the coming monday
kyan will become emcee for the opening ceremony for exhibition day
this will b the 1st time she went on stage in sentosa
me n moe will b selling stuff 2gether at sentosa for the 1st time too
i must force my classmates to buy from me, hehe

prince frog??

i saw a froggie in my hse 2day when i wake up
at first glance i thought it was a rat
but then i realise it is a froggie
it wanted to go out from my hse, but the glass door is blocking it
so it keep on knocking on the glass door
so cute!!
then i went upstairs to brush my teeth
the froggie vanished when i came down
wonder where it had gone..

i finally get my hands on the form6 orientation pictures
any1 tat want the pics can request it from me

operation lizard!!

the lizard in the basin have been saved by superhero- SUPERDAD!!

i actually thought of feeding the lizard ytd

but i realised i dunnoe wat to feed it

so i ask my dad to help it get out from the basin

byebye, cute little lizard

hope u will visit me again..hehe

coz u r reli cute!!

the lawatan to the BERYL'S CHOCOLATE FACTORY had been canceled due to some unknown reasons

i'm so dissapointed coz i'm quite curious about the production of chocolate

sentosa is having a hari pameran next monday

n form 6 have to b in charge of the opening ceremony

we just have few days to prepare for it

wonder we could make it or not

my class has decided to go for bon odori

we r renting a bus to go

so happy!! anticipating..

here r some pics from tmn pertanian..my cute little pony n horses

beezee a!!

i realised í'm so bz nowadays
especially on weekends
i've never been home whole day during weekend for a few weeks dy

next sat have to go back to school to help out the preparation work for the exhibition day on monday
then sun have to go times square with my fren
i dun feel like goin but my fren has ask me many time dy
feel bad if i dun go again

any1 interested to go bon odori(japanese culture day)?
inform me pls coz i wanna go too
http://www.shutterasia.com/forum/showthread.php?t=32524

lizards r so cute!!

i just saw a lizard in the basin
it somehow can't manage to get out of it coz the basin is very slippery, i guess
so i make some noice n try to frighten it
it just move its 4 legs
its like it is vibrating
so cute
i keep doin n it keep on vibrating
omg, its so cute!!

1 day trip with crazy ppl

sentosa held a "treasure hunt"ytd
i'm so excited when i knew there was a treasure hunt
to me, treasure hunt mean hunting everywhere for clues n stuff
but the "treasure hunt"ytd reli dissapoints me
we just sat in the canteen n they give us a set of questions n some clues
we were given newspaper to find out the answer for the questions
AND THAT WAS IT!!
this is wat we do during the first 4 periods!! omg, i was bored to hell

after that, the school ask us to sell socks to the parents( since ytd was form1- form5 students taking result day)
the socks selling price is rm5 per pair!! so expensive
i can get rm5 for 3 pair in pasar malam
teacher say it is for donation to the school
tresure hunt for raising fund, n now selling of socks for donation
me, ky n moe went home without selling the socks, hehe

after school, i went to taman pertanian malaysia with my seniors...again
this time we went there early so we manage to get in
that place is awesome for nature loving ppl
i just love the cycling part eventhough it's very tiring
i saw some cute little rabbit n horses
pictures of horses n pony will be uploaded soon..i hope
there have skytrex adventure n paint ball too
the skytrex adventure have a lot of activities such as flying fox
this place is quite cool

we left that place at around 4 sumthing
n we went to cheras to eat steamboat
but we can't find the shop so we went to puchong instead
we went to bandar puteri puchong and ate the 'lao ma zi' steamboat
the sichuan spicy soup is reli spicy!!
i saw my ex's friend working there
so we chat a while..it's been a while since i saw her

i realise my senior n his friends r insane ppl
they can talk none stop n laugh none stop
it's reli hard to get a peace in mind when they r around
but they r so funny!!

i have bruises n injuries on my leg
n my big ass reli hurts a lot..haha
but i love cycling!!

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chia wen is
-very moody
-less talkative
-having problem with her account
-not interested in doing anything except sleeping
-not reli happy but she doesnt noe y is she unhappy
-getting thinner
-losing her appetitte
-getting blurrer by the day
-facing problem when it come to making choices
-hoping everything will be fine tomorrow
-missing some1
-losing herself

i'm so scare i'll become the emo-kaki again like b4
i dun like the old me
i hated it
i dunnoe what is happening to me
it's not like there r bad things happening to me
i just feel that my life is very uncertain
my life is full of uncertainties
sometime it's very frustrating since u can't controlled it

I'M LOSING CONTROL OF MY LIFE!!

29/6/09

2 more days n it's my sister birthday
i better buy her present b4 she asked for it
or else she might want sumthing that is expensive

it's been almost 4 years since my sis went to singapore
we did not celebrate birthday 2gether for 4 years
we used to celebrate our birthday 2gether when we were younger
i feel that we have been drifted apart...
i'm kinda missing her

i've lost my water bottle
it's name is xiao tian(小天)
goodbye, xiaotian..sorie for losing u
i almost lost my purse 2day
i tot i've lost it but actually i've just misplaced it during school
then i left it in moe's car when she fetch me home

i can't understand y i'm so stupid when dealing with comps
i reli have no idea bout comps
I NID HELP!!

my body aches alot!!

ytd went to school for form6 orientation
at 1st, i thought it will be boring
but actually it's fun all the way

we played treasure hunt n dodgeball ytd
my whole body is aching due to these activities
the upper6 ppl are nice n crazy too
they reli use real cacing for a game where we r required to put our hand into a box n find out what is inside
then they use the cacing to attack us!! ewhh, it's disgusting but fun

after skul, i went back home n ate kfc
then my fren fetch me to go to taman pertanian malaysia
but when we reach there it's almost 5pm..
the place is going to close soon so we r not allowed to go in
so dissapointed
but i found out it's a bless in disguise

sleepy

it's 12.22 in the morning
i've just finished my MUET homework
n i'm currently chatting with my dear alice wong

i have to stay up till 12.30 bcoz i promise some1 i'll wake him up
college life is hectic
my friends have to stayed up almost every night to do assignment
kesian

my hp is officially crazy
my phone screen sumtime dissapear sumtime will turn upside down
anyway, it's a cheap hp n i've use it for 5 years
it's all worthy

finally finish the book!!

i've finally finished the novel-heart sick
it's about how a psycho manpulate other ppl's mind
such a nice book

most ppl thought i'm the kind of girl that's reads book bout gossips or love story
but actually i'm not that kind of girl
i dun like those books
i find it boring
i like books bout psycho or bout violence
mayb bcoz i'm that kind of person too
so watch out for me..haha

a classmate of mine introduce his gf to 3 of us 2day
avthing was so formal, except we din't shaked our hands
so weird..but the girl quite leng n cute lo
the kind that i like, hehe

tis sat have to go to skul again
almost av sat have to go back to school
this time they say is for orientation
the real 1, last week 1 was fake..haha

happy dada days!!

happy dada days mean happy father's day
dada mean dad in baby language..haha
my sis din't call or sms to wish my dad
so i encouraged my dad to call her n scold her
of course my kind daddy did not do tat..he's just too kind
i drive with my dad 2day
i think he feels that i'm driving dangerously, coz i feel tat too

2day is rong shan n jessie birthday
happy 18th birthday!!

picky

i realised i have picky blog's reader
i'm so lazy to change my blogskin
coz i'm fed up after i failed to find a blogskin that sastified me
any1 kind enuf to help me find?
it's for ur own good too
u dun have to see my horrible blog skin..haha

tml will b another day of skul again
i haven't prepared yet for tml
how i wished 2day is saturday
my math s homework is still untouched
to b honest, i dunnoe how to do it
it sucks when u dunnoe how to do something

i almost finishing the book bout psycho killer
the suspension is killing me
so i've decided to finish it by 2day!!

changed blogskin

i've changed my blogskin again
the picture above might look familiar to some of u
yup, i'm using my old skin
i dunnoe how to get rid of this picture
i noe the pic kinda scary..hehe
any1 kind enuf to help me out?

low eq level..

i slept late ytd n i woke up late 2day for my skul
moe n ky is waiting for me outside my hse for almost 10mins
sorie gals..

we r supposed to attend an orientation 2day for lower6
but ntg happened 2day
mayb they wanted us to attend school so they say got orientation
liars!!

after school, 3 of us plus honlean went to mid valley for education fair
ntg there reli attracted me except the food..hehe, quite nice ma
a guy asked us to donate to charity when we r having lunch in mcdonald
the guy is quite good looking n is same age with us
but the problem is if u want to donate u must donate rm10
rm10 is not a small amount ...so we din't donate n we suspect it is a scam

i'm so moody nowadays..
i treated my parents badly 2day..
haiz....

i'm reli missing the good old days when we r in saujana
ntg to worry about
lean, u still owe whole class our class tshirt o
zhaohong, starbucks o..hehe

complicated

y must life b so complicated?
can't everything b just simple n easy?
i'm so confused n frustrated by the things happening around me
there are reli a lot of ppl that r hypocrites
i reli dunnoe who i can trust n who i can't
it's hard for me since my brain is bad at interpreting other ppl
i'm living in a world of fakeness..

i'm supposed to go out gaigai with my dear khayee 2day
but the plan was cancel due to some reasons
i missed her..it's been a long time since we meet
i haven't seen her new hairstyle yet!!

me n some friends found out a fact a few days ago
we found out that every camp we organised, they will sure b a couple produced after that
all most of it r still 2gether, except mine..hehe

i'm so outdated
i haven't listen to any new songs nowadays
i'm almost like a cavewoman dy...

NO MOOD AGAIN..EMO-ing

19/6/09

ytd,3 of us were ask to bring pj tshirt to school 2day
they wanted us to participate in bola baling competition
so we brought it just in case

but ky din show up at school 2day
according to her she was sick
but when me n moe visit her after school she looks very fine

so she followed us back to school for the competition
she play on behalf of me coz i'm too lousy
i'm not strong enuf la

the game had started!!
n our competitors r girls from upper six art stream
wau, all 6 of them were damn geng..n they damn wild
they reli deserve to win
but our team was good too, since it was 1st time for most of the team player
i played a very important role during the game..
i take care of their valuables n their water bottles..haha

after the match, 3 of us went to the gardens to eat zanmai sushi
it was below my expectation
on our way back, we chat a lot in moe's car
so we decided to yumcha again..
that's y i just came back 30 mins ago

it's a very nice day
at least i can 4get my problems for a while

it's been a long time since our 8 po gang all gathered 2gether n chat
seewah is leaving soon, peiyi too
when can we meet again?
i hope u all can celebrate my bday with me

its june, a month where a lot of my friends were born
so i take this opportunity to wish them bday
happy bday all june babies....
sorie that i din't wish u personally..but i stil meant it

my sis bday is comin soon..
but she is in singapore..
it's been long time since she came back
did she miss us?

心情特别糟糕

今天心情好烂
总觉得事事都不顺利
我只想读书
为什么要为难我啊?

政府不收我, 私人学院不收我
那我要去那里?!!
直接做工算了吗?
可是我算是人材咧..
不念大学有点浪费啦(我开始自恋了)

刚刚和妈妈谈了一下
她说如果真的不行,就找舅舅帮忙
我的舅舅人面还蛮广的,要他帮忙应该不是问题
只是觉得不好意思啦

我们仨人今天决定把愤怒化为食量
就去了KFC吃大餐..饱饱哦

学校今天有捐血运动
我好想捐哦,可惜不够重
我告诉我的妈妈我以后要捐赠器官
我要去签同意书
结果我妈妈说你还年轻,不要想这些
后来我解释了给妈妈听,希望她会明白啦

致:
曾经被我脾气不好的时候骂的人..对不起哦
我不够睡是这样的啦..抱歉啦
而且最近太多事情发生了..
下次让你们骂回哦..就扯平咯..嘿嘿

突然好想看夜景哦..平伏下现在的心情
有时候好想大发脾气,大哭哦
可是都帮不了什么..
这种什么都做不到的感觉好烂哦..
有人能告诉我我该怎么办吗??!!

坚持就有用吗?
直接去抗议算了..哈哈
想太多了

最近比较烦,比较烦,比较烦...

p/s: anyone who is following my blog but dunnoe how to read chinese pls tell me..
i'll translate this post specially for u..hehe

moody me

received a very bad news 2day!!
all the 12 of us can't change to art stream
coz our application were rejected by the MOE..
all of us r so dissapointed n angry

the teacher suggested that we change school
but i reli like sentosa, summore it's near
n i like my classmates
i reli dun feel like leaving this school

wat's this ratio thingy ha?
can't we study sumthing we r interested?
y must i study science when i'm gonna do bussiness in my future?
y must science stream student be more than art stream?
wat is the reason bhind all these?
is art stream student considered as stupid?
i nid an answer!!

i should b working on my appeal letter
but til now i've oni type my hse address..
reli dun have mood for all these thingy

i get my p license dy!

pass jor lu!!

finally i've passed my driving exam
i'm so happy!!
i hope the uncle george will give me my P license asap
i wanna drive!!

camp is finally over
all of u guys reli did a good job
sorry for my harshness on u all
i'm just bad...hehe

2day, i went to pj old town to eat bak kut teh
i went with my family n my relatives
my uncle treated us..he is so generous
tq uncle
the bak kut teh was nice
i ate 1 and a half bowl of rice
yummy yummy

p/s: karyan , if u din post about ytd, i'll post it
i'll tell them wat u did..
so u choose la, want me to tell them or u wanna tell them
hehe

i failed again

u all should have figure out wat i have failed la
so disappointed
haiz..

luckily my mum din't scold me
she oso din't blame me for anything
she say it's ok
just retake the test
mummy has money..dun worry
(actually the real sentence is 老子有钱,不用担心)

my mum is just great
i reli do love her
n i love my dad too...

ziying rocks!!

ytd, me, karyan, momoe, feisin, alice wong, miko n momoe's parent went to a steamboat restaurant in seri kembangan
the food was usual la..ntg special
n thx to momoe for fetching us

then we went to wing's cafe in kuchai lama
it's a music cafe
at 9pm, a girl n a guy showed up and sang
the girl's voice was awesome!!
her name is ziying..n she ROCKS!!
me, karyan, feisin n alice all share to buy her album...(i'm officially broke)
i like ziying very much..she's friendly n she is a leng lui!!
i even got her autograph!!

wing's cafe will b my new hang-out spot
n i definitely recommend all of u to check it out
and most important thing is to listen to ziying's singing


http://keongenie.blogspot.com/2008/09/genie.html

road bullies..

i've just called my dear alice lee
and she told me she was involved in a car accident 2day
luckily she's fine, n her car is fine too

she told me that a guy hit her car n accused her of hitting him
shit man
n the guy wanted to report to police bcoz he wants to claim his insurance
so my dear is going to police station tml to report about it

i'll be having my driving lesson tml
hope it will b the last for me
n i'll pass on tuesday..
lets pray for me..

low blood pressure?

i went for the bodycheck 2day
n the results is i'm underweight n i have low blood pressure!!
so the doctor recommended me not to go
coz she scare i'll faint

after i went to the clinic, i went to plkn's office
the ppl there told me i have to wait for a letter of confirmation that state that i dun have to go
eventhough the doctor say i'm not fit to go, the plkn's own doctor still have to confirm it again
so mafan leh
but at least i can skip this batch la..coz i dun nid to report myself at bkt jalil on 16th june
so hooray for me!!

after avthing finished, i went to care4 with karyan n honlean
we r supposed to go karaoke with my new classmates
but they all ffk us..sob sob
3 of us wanted to go for karaoke, but the rooms all r full
so we went to check out the new roller skating place
it was full of ppl!!

holidays r damn boring!!

holidays!!

my holidays gonna start tml
coz i'm ponteng-ing skul tml

i'm going for national service's body checkup tml
hope they'll say i'm underweight n dun have to go ns
if not i'll have to postpone it

i'm going to sing k tml with my classmates
dunnoe what will happen tml
coz they all reli ki xiao 1

i saw sumthing!!

i saw my friend's friendster..
there is tonnes of photos of him during bio class
i've decided not to take biology if i remained in science stream
i dun wanna cut hamster n frogs!!
i dun wanna have nightmares

did i mention how much i like my new classmates??
i think i did..haha
i reli hope to b able to stay in this class
i dun wanna leave them
they r the funniest ppl i ever meet in my life

i'm still struggling with my account
the teacher say de things i oso dun understand
i reli can't stand my math teacher
he reli dun teach, he just give us homework
sumtimes reli wanna scold him, but i can't..sob sob

almost school holidays lo..
but school hols is always the busiest time for me
i wanna go 1 day trip with my classmates to pulau ketam for seafood!

freaking hot day

wait up at 6.10 am 2day to go to my new skul- sentosa to gotong -royong
i went oni 1 time if i'm not mistaken when i'm in saujana

the teachers asked us to go to dunnoe wat block n moved the 'buluh to another spot
we all reli sweat after that
it's like reli doing exercise

then we rested at the canteen n we were so hungry
none of us dare to eat bcoz the bell hasn't rang yet, which means it's not time for recess
then we saw 2 teachers at the canteen n they waved at us
they got a few bags of 'nasi bungkus' with them
n we thought it's for us..
so all of us were so happy we quickly went to the teachers'direction
the teachers were shocked n say they just need some help to carry it to dunnoe where
all of us r so dissapointed
at that point, i reli wanna f***...hehe, paiseh la,so rude tim

i heard some rumours that form 6 might have tutorial til 4pm from mon to fri
but it's just rumours
i dun mind to stay at school till 4pm..but do they provide lunch for us?
i dun wanna spend money for my lunch..so poor dy

ytd, i almost make a fool out of myself by not listening to the economy teacher when she is teaching
all thanks to PIRATE OF THE TITIWANGSA who sat behind me n made me laughed
the teacher saw me laughing n realise i din't pay attention to her teaching
she ask me to go out to the board n write out the answer
my answer was half correct oni, which mean totally zero mark la

i realise my new classmates are all nice ppl
eventhough they like to bullied me
i have 3 nicknames in my class
the latest 1 is chibi..the other 2 is three inches nail n the 1 that failed 3 pt turn
n i think most of them duno my real name..sob sob

i failed my driving test!!

i failed three point turn!!
so geram
then i'm suppose to retake the exam next tuesday
then the uncle called me 2day and say i'm gonna go for the exam on 2nd june
he blamed me for not giving him my photostat IC n L license
isn't it his responsibility to tell me bout that?
pls la, how i noe i'm suppose to give it to u?
i 1st time fail oni ma..

then almost half of my class noe that i failed my driving
they laughed at me for the whole day
they bullied me!!
they say 3 pt turn is the easiest
so i told them that there is hole on the road
then they say : o, the hole follow ur tayar around 1 izit? that's y u fail la
then i'm speechless
at last, i admitted that my technique is bad
then oni they r sastified

me, ky n momoe found a toilet that is less disgusting
so this is the best thing happened 2day..haha

ponteng tomorrow!!

yeah, tomorrow i'm ponteng-ing!!
and it's all for the right reason
coz i'm going for driving test tomorrow

i'm so nervous
i've already have 18 hrs lesson
and yet i'm not quite sure whether i'll pass or not
the famous UNCLE GEORGE is still nagging me 2day
eventhough i'll be sitting the test tomorrow
he thinks i drive dangerously, and i admit that..hehe

i hit a pole in bangi when i wanted to come out of the driving space
and the the nagger( uncle george) nagged me as usual
i'm really sick of his nagging, so i'm goin to try my best tml!!

our class has 2 MUET teacher..both of them r really nice
1 of them r chinese n very leng lui lo
eventhough she's not young anymore
haha

gotta sleep now lo...
hope everything will b fine tml
gambateh to me!! n good luck to me!!

i love fridays!!

i love fridays so much
1st of all i can finish school earlier at 12.40pm
2nd i can come home n take a long long nap without worrying my homework
3rd of all i can sleep late at nite without having to wake up early in the morning for tml's school

after a few days in art stream, and after attending a few lessons
i realise i dun reli understand wat the teachers r talking about

the pengajian am stuff is reli troublesome
a graph can cause u a lot of trouble to draw
everything must be accurate..n u even have to colour it if u have the time

then the economy teacher talk like miss geraldine yap, dress like her n act like her
i can't reli understand a word she say
she say isi rumah( a term in economy) n three of us is like isi borang? isi luma? luma luma leh? chicken little?
we r all confused up
the teacher say that those that sit behind usually r weak students
they sit behind bcoz they wanna sleep
that's a rude statement!!
then she tought us about barang modal, barang perantaraan n barang pengguna
then the three guys that sit behind us started to discuss chicken(the real animal chicken) should be classified into with category..n they say sumthing about food
i realise their topic r more interesting than wat the teacher r talking about
so i decided to listen to their discussion n totally ignore the teacher
in the end, i din understand a thingy

the math s teacher -mr wong ah boey is totally unbearable
he did the same thing again today
he gave us some exercise n din teach us a thing
but he got talk a bit 2day
he ask who din't take add math in spm..
then the 3 guys behind us raised up their hands
n the teacher suggested them to transfer school
the guys behind us borrow our exercises n just copied it
n the mr wong talked to me 2day!!
he ask saujana dun have form 6 ? dun have art stream izit?
then i replied him saujana dun have form 6
this is our conversation...haha

an upper 6 senior offer to teach 4 of us basic account
each class rm50, 3 hrs
the rm50 can be split among the 4 of us..
but the trouble is the class is held during holidays
holidays is the busiest time of my life!!
how? wat shud i do?

i'm reli scare i can't cope with form6
u c i'm kinda lazy..
i dun copy when teacher is talking
i think there r just talking nonsense
unless they wrote it on the board
i can't concentrate in the class
i'm always sleepy n always in a bad mood
when i'm sleepy but can't sleep, i'll scold ppl
so beware guys..haha

my posts have bcome longer, but it's all bout form6
quite an interesting week

i'm so tired..
2 camps have to handle
have to finish few books about basic account
have to get an idea bout pa n econs
have to prepare for driving lesson..(so nervous)
have to find time to buy schooling stuff
have to think bout cocuriculum
have to think bout tuition
have to think bout expenses
have to find time to spend with my parents
have to clean up all the old books

i rarely have time to deal with myself!!
erggh..hate it when i'm busy!!

4th day in school

i can't believe that sentosa's toilets is worse than saujana
we alway complain bout saujana's toilet that its filthy n smelly
but once u had went to sentosa's toilet, u will realise how good saujana's toilet is

the boys' toilets smell is so awful!
n the worse thing is we have to pass through that toilet everyday in order to go to our classroom
then the girls'toilet is the worst part
u see, sentosa's toilet has a rubbish bin in each partition of the toilet
n the rubbish bin is those basket n without the lid
girls in sentosa dun wrap ur their "thingy" that they used( u all shud noe wat la)
they just dumped it like tat into the rubbish bin
n u can see it when u go into the toilet
i reli can't stand it!!
it's so so so disgusting..
i reli hate that toilet..
ok, thats all about that disgusting toilets..

my class in beside the bilik agama
i think the classrooms haven't been used in ages
we cleaned our class 2day
n we found out there r alot of stuff in the cupboard
there r motherboard, keyboards, speaker n some weird things
the weirdest thing is we found a box of fish essence( something like chicken essence, the oni difference is it is made from fish/seafood)..
n it haven't expired yet
so the guys challenge each other to drink it
but eventually none of them drank it coz it look very weird

let's talk bout my classmates
i'm now in art stream, but i'm not officially transferred to arts stream
so mean i'm pendatang haram lo
but anyway, there r 27 of us in art's class
those guys that sit behind me is same species with me
all "xiao"de...
they all bluff me n karyan
they say that their male prefects check the girls'body
n the girls prefect check the boys' body to prevent them from bringing barangan larangan
ky reli did believe it..
then another guy say if reli like tat then av1 oso want to b pengawas la..got a point here la
the conclusion the guys made is: saujana's students r so good to cheat
our conclusion is: sentosa's students r so good at lying

i so wanted to change to art stream
the 1st reason is i dun want to study science..
the other reason is art stream de class teacher is so good!!
she's just like pn syarifah
such a good teahcer..
her name is pn rohaya n she'll be teaching us pengajian am oso
she'll ask us about malaysia's cabinet tml!!
have to find out the names...so troublesome
form6 is reli no kidding!
oni pengajian am n MUET aredi scare the hell out of me
i'm currently studying form4 account to get my basic, but i reli dun understand lo
so cham...tml is another nice day, go crazy with my classmates again

form 6 life

2day the school counsellor gave us a talk bout form6
his name is Mr Puven, he's such a good teacher
the stastitics he gave us reli freaks me out
he say those without account basic will have trouble to score in stpm account
he even has the 2005 stpm analysis
those without account basic reli din score in their stpm account
some get 2 marks oni, which is totally FAIL
so i'm scare i'll fail too

so me, karyan n momoe went to counselling session with Mr Puven
he say that since i'm clear with i want 1, i dun have to waste my time going for science stream
he got a point there..
so i'll have to work very hard to make sure i won't fail my account
if reli sentosa dun let me to change to art stream then i'll go to tarc

i realise tat i meet a lot of teachers these 2 days
n none of them encourage us to continue form6
form6 is tough, but i think it's worth the hardship
coz form6 is recognised by most of the countries
some1 once tell me, if u can get through form6, u won't have any problem in university

we talk bout matriculation with the counsellor
n he told us a malay boy with oni 2A's in spm manage to go into matriculation
i got 9A's n i din't get it!! so unfair!!

i reli hate it when school reopen
u nid to pay this n tat,nid to do this n tat
so much expenses..

n the thing i hate d most is me, karyan,momoe n those student that wanted to transfer to art stream's had to stay in science class n follow their lesson coz we r stil consider as science student
wth, we r not interested in science la
y can't we go to art class n listen to the teachers? at least we'll noe wat art stream is about

i attended math s class 2day
the teahcer's name is wong ah boy..hehe
my class teacher told us tat we will face some communication problem with this Mr WONG
n yes, indeed
the teacher nvr teach a thing
he just ask us to copy some questions n then walk out of the class.
then i attended chemistry class
i din't listen to a word the teacher r saying
but i heard my classmates discussing bout the periodic table
they are asking wat is Ag represents a? Au represents wat a?
they all r like wanted to show off
some gave wrong answer tim
reli beh tahan la..

so much to tell..especially bout the stupid boss!!

2day is mother's day, n i didn't have a chance to celebrate with my mum!!
i noe my mum won't mind but i stil feel guilty bout it
i'll make it up to u ,mummy
i'll bring u to the restaurant that u wanted to go 2day
i'll treat u..

ytd was qian qi bday..
so a whole gang of us, around 15 ppl went to bandar puteri to celebrate
at 1st, we went to a korean restaurant- DAORAE
it's a bbq restaurant
we order around 5 plates of stuff to bbq coz still have 3 person haven't arrive yet
so we wanted to wait for them
then the boss say we cannot order so little n we must order all at 1 time
he say we must order more
wtf**k..wat kind of rule is this?
then he ask a waiter to come in n explain to us, cos the boss'english danm sucks

qq: is there any limitation for customer's order?
waiter:no
qq:then wat is the problem now?
waiter: i dunnoe..u must ask the boss
qq: if we wanna go now, can we go ? nid to pay for the tea?
waiter: u can leave..the tea is foc

so we left this stupid korean restaurant owned by a stupid korean
n went to eat steamboat
the steamboat was quite nice
n a lot cheaper then the stupid korean food!!
ANTI DAORAE!!

my supervisor say she already bank in my check, but my mum has check n the answer is negative
if tml my mum check again n the answer is negative again
the supervisor is gonna pay for it
muahahaha..evil laugh

another few hrs, n i'm officially sentosa f6 students
but i reli hate their uniform
short sleeves shirt with grey skirt
so cacat..like primary school
mayb i'll look like kindergarten kids..haha
isn't long sleeve nicer? such a bad taste

dun mess with my mum!!

do u noe that i worked at carre4 for three days in march?
i was doing the sampling kind of job

my 1st day at work
i found out that my supervisor doesn't noe that my 1st day was on friday
she thought i start work on saturday
then the 2nd day she kinda scolded me
the third day..well it didn't ended very well

after the whole job finish
my superviosr ask me why my sales so terrible( i'm suppose to sell 60 cartons per day,but i end up selling 60 cartons in 3 days)
n i reli wanted to tell her to try n sell it herself(but i'm so corward,haha)
the drink taste nasty, n quite expensive too

anyway, i reli dislike my supervisor
she told me i can get my salary 2 months later
i'm fine with that
but she didn't inform me when my cheque is ready
fortunately, i predicted she won't inform me bout my salary, so i ask huiying to inform me instead( we work for the same company selling the same product, but under different supervisor)
so i headed straight to her office n ask for my checque
she said she didnt bring it to her office
n she said she'll bank in for me
these happen 2 weeks ago

i called her 2day n she say she already bank in the checque
my mum, who is a bank officer check my account n there were no activities
so my mum contact her n asked her bout it
she say she banked in dy n ask us to check again
my mum then threatened her to bank in the cheque 2day or else my mum will file a complain to her company or lodge a police report
my supervisor say she'll check with his boyfriend coz she ask her boyfriend to bank in
i'm like wtf***..how could she ask her bf to do something like this?isn't it her responsibility to bank in for me?
in the end, she say her boyfriend did not bank in the cheque n she'll bank in herself

my mum n dad told me not to b kind to this kind of ppl
u dun wan to cheat them doesn't mean they dun wan to cheat u
i dunnoe whether her bf reli forgotten to bank in or wat..
it's just that she gave me a very bad impression with her behaviour
if i'm her boss, i'll sure fired her

n my mum is the best in the world
í'll treat her to a nice meal with the money i get..muackz

心理测验

刚刚看到一个心理测验
觉得很准
放上来给出大家玩玩

最易哭的原因排一下自己最易哭的原因 !
(1 是最容易 , 5 是最不容易 ) 五個選項分別是：
感動
傷心
痛 ( 是肉體！不是心靈 )
生氣
擔心 / 緊張

排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！ 請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～
◆感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第 1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第 2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或題。
排在第 3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第 4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。 ( 特別是長輩 )
排在第 5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。

◆傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 .........
排在第 1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第 2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第 3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第 4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁 , 自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第 5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。 　　　　

◆痛：你想要別人覺得你是 .........
排在第 1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第 2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第 3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第 4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第 5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。 　　　　

◆生氣：你最希望你的情人是 ......
排在第 1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 , 不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第 2 - 不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第 3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第 4 - 很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第 5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。 　　　

◆擔心 / 緊張：其實真實的你是 .........
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 - 孤獨的人.很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人沟通。
排在第 3 - 覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管 ..
排在第 4 - 直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你 , 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第 5 - 不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天 !

我的答案..本人觉得还蛮准的,你们觉得准吗?
生氣：你最希望你的情人是 ...... 排在第 1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 , 不用問便知道對方要什麼。
傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......... 排在第 2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ...... 排在第 3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
痛：你想要別人覺得你是 ......... 排在第 4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。擔心 / 緊張：其實真實的你是 .........
排在第 5 - 不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天 !

finally i've hit the 101th post

happy!! i'm goin to form6 soon
excited bout the whole new school environment
excited bout my new classmates
excited to meet the teachers there including the crazy teacher whose name is very funny
excited bout the new uniform..grey skirt, so nice
excited to b classmate with karyan n momoe
excited bout almost everything
but when i think of i nid to wake up early in the morning, i'm not that excited anymore
i've to leave my pillows n my bed
i actually had thought b4 to bring my pillow to school
but my mum will sure scold me
have to start school soon..then have to go 4 tuition
no more holidays, it's hard work all the way

i'm doin a little survey here
i'm planning to throw a birthday party for myself in august
i noe it's still early to talk bout it, but i just wanna do some survey
if i required my guest to wear pyjamas to my slumber bday party, will u wear it?
leave msg on my cbox ba..thx for ur cooperation

stupid thing!

i'm suppose to check for sumthing 2day
so i stayed up to check it on9
then when i went to the website,there is reli no info about it
then i found out that we can sms to check it
so i sms 4time to check
n the reply is sumthing like:
the system u request is bz...

wth, i smsed 4 time n this is the answer i get everytime
so inefficient

i went to pasar mlm wif karyan,karxian,lichang n wesley
n wesley fetch all of us back to home safe n sound
thx ya, wesley

school is reopening soon..no more time to "wet"dy
have to study hard
my mum told me that my sis is aiming to graduate from american university
then my mum say ur sis graduate from american uni, dunnoe where will u graduate
then i say i will have no problem to graduate from m'sia uni..
n she's like dun u wanna graduate from overseas uni?
my answer is no1 care where u graduated, as long as u can perform well in ur work

starving

i'm starving now!!
so hungry..sob sob

i can eat a horse now
haha..but i dun eat horse
coz horses r so cute.

i miss my bbq pork n bak kut teh
lets pray the flu thingy to b over soon

weird address

i'm helping my mum to type a letter
the recipient's address is LORONG KUBUR, in kelantan
when i 1st saw the address, i kinda freak out
then i told my dad
n my dad say mayb the address is fake
my mum use tonnes of english words that i never seen b4
i must really polish my english language

my mum force me to eat a slice of papaya 2day
it's not that i dun like papaya
it's just that i prefer not to eat papaya if i can
coz i'm not really a big fan of papaya
if oni my sister is here
she will definitely eat it
coz she reli like papaya

me n my sis is so different
we dun reli have similarities except the facts that both of us r girls n thin
she's tall, i'm short
she's big eater while i'm not
she's good at sport while i'm bad at it
but i still miss her a lot
i miss quarelling with her..haha

some juicy fact about the previous post..
me n my friends actually brought a MICROPHONE STAND to sing k
we din't planned it , it is purely coincidence(is this spelled correctly?)
u reli feel like a rock star when u r using the stand
so fun
n the ppl who passed by our room will look at us
like we r weirdos..haha

k again..

2day i went to help out at a event in old klang road
it ended at 2 sumthing
me,alice wong,shunloong,xuanxin n xiaowen decided to go "wet"
it took almost have an hour for us to decide where to go
coz xiaowen n xuanxin wanted to go midvalley to buy sumthing they call lui yan yeah(girl thing)..
pls la,i'm a girl too..can tell me ma
at last i noe that then wanna buy gift for their friend
dunnoe y they wanna b so mysterious
mayb the gift is for me? haha..i so perasan

at last,we decided to go to carrefour to sing k
this is the 2nd time for me in this week
n the best part is i din use a penny 2day
coz i borrow from other ppl 1st..hehe
another fun day

n my mum cooked curry fish head for dinner..yummy yummy

voiceless

me, karyan,karxian n honlean went to methodist boys school 2 enquire bout form 6
n guess wat the answer we get..'
here is wthe answer we get after 20mins of walking uphill..leg pain pain
"i'm sorry, we dun know anything, we'll have to wait for the ministry of education to give us the information. u'll have to go back to ur school n ask the teachers how to transfer to mbs..the ministry of education will handle it.."
the above conversation is made in bm..so i guess mbs is nothing much different from saujana
the school's environment is quite good..
it's building is kinda like those that we saw in movie
kinda european style to me..
it has a very large field..n the school are full of GUYS!!
but not good looking...haha

after the trip to mbs,we went back to carefour n we went to sing k
we sang almost 6 hrs
now i'm alomost voiceless

i bought a pair of jeans 2day at carefour
it's just rm24.95
so cheap!
n the most important part is..i bought it from kids department!!
n i have to buy size 26
i'm so devastated by the fact that i can't fit in to size 25!
omg,time for me to go on diet...

i'm currently helping my mum n my dad to fill in their tax thingy
there is this thingy call e-filling,n it really get onto my nerve
wat the heck..how long do i nid to do it?
i've been doing it for the past 2 hrs,n i haven't even reach page3!
errrgh..looks like i can't sleep 2day..
my lovely bed n my lovely pillow, i miss u guys so much

found new blogskin

pixies of the moon

fragrance, wangi, xiang xiang xiang

wahlala,wahlolo n wahlulu so cute..

such a nice performance..the rm15 is so so so worthy

love them so muchie

低落

刚刚看到了某人的心情故事
看到我都快哭了
我知道他很不好受
可是我却帮不上什么
我真的想不到原来他是承受如此的痛苦
平时的他都笑脸迎人
可是他背后的痛又有谁知啊?

我无能为力去帮你
我只能说
加油吧..

sleepy pig

i think i'm starting to evolve to bcome a pig
but i'll be a cute pig ...haha
i've been sleeping for many many hours
i'm kinda in love with my bed, my pillows, my blanket n my dolls
so if reli i have to move to somewhere else i'll definitely bring my pillows
if possible i'll bring my bed along too..
eventhough it's quite embarassing..but i dun mind

2day is my mummy birthday
but she is in johor to visit my uncle who is recovering from cancer
my mum will be back tml with the stuff my sister bought for me from taiwan
happy n excited...

i'll be sitting my driving exam on 19th may..
stil have some time to polish my driving skill
anyway the uncle george say í'm always driving dangerously
n i like the look on his face when i'm driving dangerously
haha..he keep asking me to slow down

çhiawen in the hse!!

i'm back and i'm on9ing in my hse
this is so great
my comp n my internet connection have finally recovered!!

thx to the ppl in the comp shop
thx to kolam for lending me his modem
n thx to u guys for following my blog..
appreciate it..

at cc now..chamz

yo guys, i'm back
i'm at cc now..so cham coz my comp is very sot rite now
i reli miss u guys so muchie

my life without comp is so so so boring
avday juz stay at home n watch boring dramas
ytd went for driving lesson
i think i'm goin to take my driving lesson on 12 may
wish me luck guys..

anyway..i'm looking for some part time job..
any1 know any job vacancy pls contact me
u all have my num dy rite..

that's all for now..
n i'm so touch for those that leave message in my chatbox
luckily u all din 4get me..hehe

i'm still alive!!

hey guys, i'm still alive..dun worry
but my internet has died..haha
sorry for making u guys miss me so much
i feel guilty for that..muahahahaha
anyway, i miss u all too..
if u all miss me can call me or sms me
i'm so free at house


chow chow

geram sangat

bila saya geram saya akan tulis blog dlm bm..hehe

tadi pergi belajar memandu
2 jam tak henti-henti itu uncle marah saya
asyik marah saja
sudah kali ke3 belajar memandu dengan dia, dia masih sama
asyik marah saja
saya memang geram la!
tak boleh cakap baik baik ke?
tak boleh cakap slow sikit ke?
org tak tahu buat tak boleh ajar baik-baik a?
asyik tanya orang tahu tak macam mana buat..
kalau saya tahu buat ,buat apa nak awak ajar??
gila gila punya uncle...
saya tengah memandu awak cakap banyak sgt lagi kuat sgt suara
sgt distracting punya leh
boleh tukar uncle punya tak?
saya takut sebelum saya pass ujian memandu, saya sudah gila

disgusted

i just read a post just now n it really disgust me
it's about the crime against female in m'sia
y m'sia crime's rate is so high?
can't some1 do anything bout it?
it's kinda worrying..
i'll forward the mail to as many ppl as possible
girls, pls take extra care of urself
n guys, pls take extra extra care of the girls..hehe

guess wat i'm doin now?

i'm listening to ppl singing in meetoto

quite boring but some did sang well

my dear internet

my internet connection had some problems for the pass few days
that's y i didn't on9 for so long
anyway, CP fixed my comp 2day
thx a lot
after fixing my comp, 3 of us went for makan( me, cp n kok hwa as driver)

then i went home n prepare for my driving lesson
when it's about the time, the uncle called me n ask whether i wanna learn driving 2day coz it's raining
then i say it's ok with me
n he say ok, i've reach ur hse
then when i get into his car, he say u can't learn parking now, so mayb next day?
n my response was watever u say

i've cut my hair!!
real short
i think i look like a guy
haha

my life is so...

my life is so..
a)boring
b)confusing
c)lame

since i'm not working now, my life is reli reli boring n lame
avday i'm thinking of wat i can do
actually there's tonnes of stuff that i can do n should do, but i'm too lazy

should i go for form 6 or utar?
confusing..
i juz wanna graduate n get a job..
y izit so hard to make decisions?

my life is so lame till i dun wanna update my blog
i dun reli wan u all to see the lameness of my life..
so tat's all for now

wanna cry

thx to those that care for me..
i reli appreciate it..
i'm so touched n so happy
i have the best of friends ever...
u all r the best

i fine now..my new blood report show that i'm A ok..
so dun worry..
i'll try to eat more n sleep more since i'm so free at home

now i'm jobless
just staying at home goyang kaki..

i have to wait 2 months for my brand ambassador's salary
n it is oni rm 150-200 sumthing
so inefficient
anyway, i want to work now but my mum dun wan me to work

this year is reli not a god year for me..but i'll gambeteh de!!

what is happening to me?

ytd my mum asked me to quit my job
she say i work till i look ill
but i din't reli felt that i'm not fine
i'm just having insomia n losing my appetite
but these things are not serious isn't it?

my 2nd blood test results is coming out on saturday
my 1st blood test results showed that i dun have enuf white blood cell
but luckily my liver is fine...

gonna take my 1st driving lesson tml
n tml will be my 1st day as a brand ambassador
i finally found out that it's not easy to be brand ambassador(wat a fancy name) coz there is no 1 to help u
wish me luck ba...
n i wish myself healthy

tagged

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
16..i guess...kinda old,haha
Are you taken/single?
single n i enjoyed it
Do you like anyone right now?
hmm..my family n friends
Ever had your heartbroken?
yup..but it's ok
Miss anyone right now?
i dun think so
Who was the last person you sent a text to?
kl...
Last person to text you?
wj
Last person you saw?
my mum
What was the last thing you said to someone?
goodnite
Who is top in your top friends?
myself..haha
Who do you trust the most in your life?
my beloved family n my trusted friends
Who do you love the most?
myself
Ever been in love?
wat do u think?
Who has hurt you the most?
forgot dy n i dun wanna remember it
Has a tragedy every happened in your life?
may i noe the definition of tragedy?
Are you happy?
not happy n not sad..
How many good friends do you have?
i dunnoe..lost count

绝望

到底发生了什么事情?
为什么情况变得那么糟糕?
是什么理由导致今天的局面发生?
为什么不能心平气和地谈?
为什么总是要弄到那么不开心?
是谁错?是谁对?
这问题真的那么重要吗?
以前的感觉没有了..
一切都变了
只是短短的几个月,却变成这样
我不敢想象以后的情况
如果他看到了,一定很失望
他的心血就这样被摧毁了..

bad luck?

honelan fetch me 2 temple 2day n collided with a saga..
honlean's car is a bit scratched n he blame me for taling to him
actually it's not my fault...it's the person that i mention..hehe
blame other ppl tim
but anyway thx hl for fetching me

i'm lata for work 2day coz my dad came home late
i'm half an hour late so i think my 1hr pay is gone..wuwuwu

this is not a really good starting of the year for me
the oni good news for this year is that i''m not chosen for 2nd batch NS
goin out 2ml...hapie!

1st job as brand ambassador

my 1st job as brand ambassador is promoting nescafe scratch n win contest
i'll be at carrefour, sri petaling on 6,7 and 8 of march
any1 free can come n look for me

i'm goin for product training on 24th feb..
so i'll be free tat day..any1 wanna go pasar mlm?hehe

the thing that i hate bout this new job(even thought i haven't started) is that i have to put on makeup n clip my fringes up
tat mean i'm gonna look weird n i dunnoe anything bout makeup!
guess i nid help from professional..
any1 willing to help me?

i'm currently looking for a album named IT'S NOT OVER
i just want to listen to the songs
so any1 with the link pls give it to me..thx

Lets Cheer for me!!!

YEAH!!
i'm not accepted into 2nd batch of NS!!
that means that i have a great chance of not goin for NS..

i'll be resigning from the store as promoter
i'll be working as BRAND AMBASSADOR starting from march
wat a cool name..haha

i cut my finger 2day when i use the penknife..
pain pain..

sick dy!! cham

when i woke up 2day, my stomach aches so much
then i went to the toilet to do my bussiness n tot that avthing will b fine
but after tat the pain in my stomach became unbearable
so i went to the clinic n the doctor gave me an injection
it was so painful! wuwuwu

the medicine was awful n i'm force to drink it
euwww..yuck

now i'm feeling better..thx god the medicine n the injection is effective

finally updated my blog

so sorry for not updating my blogs..
there r 3 reasons for not updating,
1st: the hard disc of my computer has been corrupted
2nd: i went back to my hometown for a couple of days
3rd n the most important: i'm lazy

2day is 12th of feb n is also the birthday of my beloved alice wong
happy birthday alice!! u r 18 now!! so cool!
chinwen's birthday is comin up sonn..miss her so muchie

last sat i went back to my hometown in perak coz my uncle is really ill
my uncle passed away right on the nite we reach there
luckily i'm still able to see him for the last time or else i'll regret my whole life
then his son n daughters had to arrange for his funeral..
n i help out a bit..n some of the relatives came to help out too..
bcoz of these relatives,my aunt n cousins get the support that they nid

we came back to kl on mon..
our car broke down on highway near rawang
we managed to get a tow truck but the tow truck broke down too
another tow truck came to the rescue
our car has to spend a nite in rawang
so me ,mum n dad took ktm from rawang to kl sentral
took a bus from kl sentral to central
then took a taxi n we finally reach home..
home sweet home..love my home so much especially my bed..hehe

what a day

29/1/09
2day i went to time square
i'm suppose to go there with my mum as planned ytd
but my mum ask me to go out with friends instead 2day coz she's too lazy to shop
my mum is special,isn't she?haha

anyway,i ask senior wanna go or not..
and such a coincidence..he n his friend r goin too
so 3 of us went to ts in his friend car
his friend say he is only 20 but i doubt it coz he looks older than that
anyway,senior's friend have a common with me..he can't differentiate left n right
yeah!! i'm not the only 1..n he has driven for a few years without problem
so i guess i'll be fine too..hoping..

we reach time square around 4pm..
went to the cinema to buy tickets for movie..but there was really long queqe
so we went for lunch..actually just both of them have lunch coz i already eaten mine
then we just walk n walk..they thought i wanted to shop,but actually i'm just window shopping

then we went to a thai restaurant to eat our dinner around 8pm
both of them treat me for dinner...
now i owe senior 2 meals n his friend 1 meal
they say wait till i get my salary n treat them for an expensive meal..
hmm..wat "expensive"meal shud i treat them?haha

anyway..i didn't spend a cent 2day but i'm goin ts tml again..
time to sleep..chow..

not a very happy new year

this few days are chinese new year
av1 is happy celebrating except my family n my relatives..

1 of my uncle had been diagnosed with liver cancer 2 days b4 cny...and it's in teminal stage
it's really hard for my family n his family to accept this
he's so fit,he dun smoke, dun drink, exercise often,have a strict diet..
it's unfair for a guy as good as him to have this kind of disease
he love me n my sis so much..
he always bring us for swimming n buy us ice cream when we r kids
i really can't imagine the hardships his family are facing
i dun dare go to his house to visit him...i reli dunnoe how to talk to him
shud i wish him happy cny ? is he happy?shud he be happy?

my mum say the medication n chemo might prolonged his life but can't cure him
n it's oni for 3 to 6 months..not even 1 year!
i'm scare of losing him..i dun wan to attend another funeral
i dun wan to go through the hardship of losing another family member

heard there is a kind of medicine that can cure cancer
but it hasn't scientifically proven
but that is our oni hope n chance

sorry guys..i didn't want to post this here
but i really nid to express my feelings
dun worry bout me..i'm fine

奇怪了

用华语想打会议报告和筹委表，
结果发现有些人的名字打了会重叠，很丑阿
包括我的名字
所以我打了很久还没打完。。失败
今天好糊涂哦，做了好多丢脸的事情哦
迟点the store会有MEMBER DAY ..
当天的东西会很便宜哦
所以我已经打算要买五件衣服了
可是没钱哦。。好烦恼
可能要和爸爸借了
朋友的手受伤了。。流了很多血哦
叫他看医生又说要花钱不要。。
正是拿他没办法。希望他早日康复咯

Yeah!!

i can finally type chinese..thx to my beloved brother- cp
my friend has came back from australia so we r meeting up on 17..
anticipating..

ntg much happening in my life
except that i dun have enuf time to do my stuff..but i still have time to blog
weird rite?haha

thx kolam for the drink ytd
n caien pls take good care of urself

so tired

2nd day of work n i'm so tired!
so sick of those aunties that keep on messing up the clothes
now the 70% and the 50% discount clothes are all messed up just like trash site.

i wanted to type a report in chinese
n i found out that my reformated computer doesn't have the system to type chinese
coz the person didn't help me install
my friend ask me to shit that person..haha..but i'm too kind hearted.hehe

so happy 2day coz i noe some1 have forgave me.thx
i promise i'll do my best n not do anything wrong again

规划人生

今天去了佛堂开会，好象有很东西要做哦
回家妈妈要我学车，以前的老板又找我做工
某人要回了，叫我明天陪他出去，可是我不能哦好
对不起他哦
突然觉得好忙哦。。好象时间不够用
是时候开始规划东西咯

明天就会去找工作，再决定要不要回到以前那里做
过后就要努力学车咯
在接下去就要开始读书和办活动了
希望一切顺利

我终于领悟到言语的影响力
有时候真的是 言者无心，听者有意，动者无心，受者多情
我承认我的确说了和做了错的事情，所以我在这里向大家道歉
在新的一年里，希望大家可以和睦相处