not a very happy new year

this few days are chinese new year
av1 is happy celebrating except my family n my relatives..

1 of my uncle had been diagnosed with liver cancer 2 days b4 cny...and it's in teminal stage
it's really hard for my family n his family to accept this
he's so fit,he dun smoke, dun drink, exercise often,have a strict diet..
it's unfair for a guy as good as him to have this kind of disease
he love me n my sis so much..
he always bring us for swimming n buy us ice cream when we r kids
i really can't imagine the hardships his family are facing
i dun dare go to his house to visit him...i reli dunnoe how to talk to him
shud i wish him happy cny ? is he happy?shud he be happy?

my mum say the medication n chemo might prolonged his life but can't cure him
n it's oni for 3 to 6 months..not even 1 year!
i'm scare of losing him..i dun wan to attend another funeral
i dun wan to go through the hardship of losing another family member

heard there is a kind of medicine that can cure cancer
but it hasn't scientifically proven
but that is our oni hope n chance

sorry guys..i didn't want to post this here
but i really nid to express my feelings
dun worry bout me..i'm fine