life is pointless

juz another 30 over days to spm n here i am blogging
i've tried my best to study 2day but then i've fail..
nothing much happen 2day juz that my mum keeps talking bout my sis this few days
keep complimenting her..so sienz..i noe i will nvr be as good as her,but is there reli a nid to compare both of us?
sometimes juz felt the pressure is too much.
if she is reli so good there is no use for me to work hard,right?
coz no matter how hard i worked,i will nvr be as good as her

nowadays,i get emotional very easily
get angry easily,impatient n kinda wanted to cry out loud
sometimes i reli wanted to cry out loud n let ppl comfort me,but then i noe it will be very embarassing
hoping for some miracles to happen..such as i doesn't nid to go for NS..hehe