reflection

i change my blogskin a few days ago.the name is reflection.suddenly i remember the song reflection by christina aguilera..the lyric is as below:

Look at me You may think you see who I really am But you'll never know me
Every dayIt's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot foolmy heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection showwho I am inside?I am now in a world
where I have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehowI will show the world
what's inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me?Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'msomeone else for all time?When will my reflection showwho I am inside?There's a heart that must be free to fly That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal What we think How we feel?Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?I won't pretend that I'm someone else For all time
When will my reflection showwho I am inside?When will my reflection show who I am inside?

i think i'm getting crazy.for the whole holidays,i keep on thinking bout those ppl around me n wat happen to me in this year.there is good n there is bad
i thought i knew them but then i don't.
i thought i knew myself,but then i don't.
i can't expect ppl to understand me since i can't even figure myself out
there is things that i want but yet i'm scare of having it.
i think i'm starting to be pathetic