can u fell my world?

u noe that i'm the kind that get jealous easily
i'm trying very hard to change
i'm not angry at u doesn't mean i dun mind wat u did to me
i reli mind, just tat i dun wanna tell
do u realise i'm not happy?
do u noe wat i'm going through?
do u care bout me?
tell me wat u r thinking
will it b better if i leave?
i'm sick of this thing happening to me almost avday
if it's so hard for us, lets just end it
there's no point of continuing this kind of hardship
if ur life will b better off without me , just tell me

sometimes i'll wondered izit my problem or urs?
or izit us?
i can't decide...i dunnoe wat to think

it's like whole world is abadoning me
i finally noe wat it's felt like when u think whole world had abandoned u
u will get mad at av1, u will think the world is unfair
then u will think: izit my fault?
n u can't get a answer for urself
it's hard to live like this

finally expressed my feeling..feels better now..


worst of all my very lao bei geh handphone is officially dead
i'm using my sis's hp
i wanna buy a new hp, but my parents dunwan to sponsor it..haiz
luckily rm500 is coming to me soon..