something wrong

i visited my cousin's 1st child 2day
the baby is so so so cute
i went to buy sumthing for my newest niece ytd
n i realise everything for babies is so cute
i wanted to have it for my own
i even ask my dad to buy it for me
but fortunately, my very rational dad ignored me

another cousin's daughter who is just 12 yrs old is so much taller then me
she's even taller than my dad
n she's oni 12!!
i just wanna add another 5cm to my height..155cm is enuf for me
it's so unfair!!

my sis say she's going to give me surprise..
wandering wat it is

my brain is going to explode after studying general paper
there's so much to study
i think i'll just fail my test
after all, failing is the key to success..hehe

something will still remain the same no matter how hard we try to change it..
i'm having prejudice against some1..how to change this?